i feel so vulnerable and i hate it. Everyday i hope you don’t hurt me because i know i wouldn’t be able to handle it. I’m so scared your getting tired of me. I just wish things could be like they were in the beginning. What changed? what happened? I wish i could trust you like i used to so i wouldn’t have to worry about anything. I wish you never lied to me. i don’t understand why you would. what did i do to make you feel like you need to? i would do and i do everything and anything to make you happy. Why does it feel like you care less now? i feel like you take me for granted. i refuse to be treated this way and even though walking away would be the hardest thing i would ever have to do, i will if you continue you to hurt me. I hope that you realize what you have, i hope that what you say to me is true and i hope you really love me like you say you do.